This space in between ....

This space in between selling the store, transitioning,  packing four ways; shipping on the Rustler  ( our vehicle that will be shipped) packing for the container ( those things we may not see til may or june) and our luggage ( 14 fifty lb totes),
It's been hard.
And blessed.
And long...
But short.

The goodbyes are HARD.
we are anxious to get there,  settled and start our new life.

Do you kinda get the idea we have very mixed feelings?

Very much so.

I am very thankful for the opportunities the last week's since the moving have offered:

We've had so many many kind people offer food, supper invitations, prayer, visits,  words of blessing,  encouraging texts,  money, help with cleaning the house one final time, phone calls and more.

I told Jess it almost feels like it's easier to leave, when I realize how much we are leaving.
Meaning.....
So much support. 
So many loving family members.
So many memories to pull off the shelf..
So many rich relationships.
So many confirmations.

What if it wasn't hard to go cause we wanted to run from bad relationship or a failing business?
What if we had no friends to say goodbye to?
What if we had no memories to look back on?
What if we were trying to push our own adjenda?
What if nobody prayed. Or cared. Or gave us a hand?

Thank God I don't have to go there,  because He has blessed us ABUNDANTLY.